It's been such a long time that I sit down, press a pause button and reflect back what has happened in my life, what things I should be grateful, what are the lesson learnt and what I should improve Things have gone so fast in my life and it's like unending cycle. It's been almost 2 months since I helmed the new project in the company I am working and it took half of my life. I felt like I had a new baby but not "literally baby", it's more responsibility as many lives are on stakes. I had no experience, no mentor and coach, no team per say, only one person who's not hundred percent fully committed in this project and on top of that, the company threw me in the deep sea that I need to swim and survive. It reminded me back when I started my motherhood journey. With no knowledge, no experience, no mentor, no helpers and little money, we need to nurture the living baby and finally we survived. The first one was always the harder, but after the second and thir
This is one of the most hectic trips which I had high stress level as we were preparing our second own event celebrating International Women's Day. The challenges are the company hands off so I prepared this alone with one and my only one team and representative from other organization, WeConnect International. We initiated this event end of February and just less than 1.5 months we made it happen. My company challenged me if I didn't get any sponsorship, just aborted the plan. I almost gave up but with encouragement from the counter part, we did the best. There are many adjustment from the ideation until execution and there are many hiccups that I need to do damage control and staying late and slept after midnight. I left my family and kids behind even though they were sick at home. I cried every night and told God that I couldn't do it anymore if You don't help me. Everything is not under my control. Thanks God the event went well, the participants were so happy and v